The End...
we had our good times and bad times together for 14 months.
it's neither long nor short.
but all these 14 months, he's been very very dear to me.
giving in to me when i threw my tantrums, showering me with flowers on birthdays and anniversary, pacifying and cheering me up when i'm unhappy or upset. he's been a romantic guy. my family likes his company as he knows how to entertain them.
overall, less his religion, he's a good guy which i would like to give him 95% out of 100%.
it's over between us.
we've talked but it just don't go on smoothly as days/months passed us by.
it's me who initiated the break up on 18 dec 06, as he told me that he wasn't happy with my atitude whenever he tells me he is going for prayers, etc. he just could not take it any longer. he feels that i gave an empty promise. i told him i need time to adapt. i tried patching back with him but he said to end the relationship is for both our own good. he said he did this cos he loves me. he wants me to go back to church, don't be a lost sheep and return to my own FAITH. he also said that loosing him is nothing, but i should not loose my faith. that's the comforting words he smsed me...but i still feel that he has hurt me deeply...
who knows what will happen in the future if we continue on our r/s? Only God knows.
tears have shed for days till now, i still can't forget all the good times spent with him. it's really a trying time for me and him. it's my first r/s and i thot all will be well and everything will go on smoothly, but i'm wrong. we're wrong to have proceeded into this r/s in the first place...
now i'm back to singlehood, the feeling is terrible.
he would sms me every morning to wake me up for work
no one will do that anymore...
i would wait for him after my work to have dinner with him
no one will have dinner with me anymore and i have to come home for dinner everyday...
he would send bouquet of flowers to my office on my birthday & anniversary
no one will send that to me anymore...
he would spend his off day with me
now he will be happy doing his own things without me...
he would bring me and my parents out for dinner at times
he would buy fruits for me and my parents at times
he would go movies with me at times,
now i have to watch with my friends instead...
he would come to my house often and we would watch dvds he bought together...
he would carry my nephew and play with him whenever he drops by during the weekend...
he is my nephew's "奶爸"...now me and my nephew misses this "奶爸"...
that was the happy moments he had given me for the past 14 months since 13 Oct 05...
It was sweet and memorable, but it definitely pains me to let this relationship come to an end...
Family & friends told me to be strong and live on...
I'll try my best.
it's neither long nor short.
but all these 14 months, he's been very very dear to me.
giving in to me when i threw my tantrums, showering me with flowers on birthdays and anniversary, pacifying and cheering me up when i'm unhappy or upset. he's been a romantic guy. my family likes his company as he knows how to entertain them.
overall, less his religion, he's a good guy which i would like to give him 95% out of 100%.
it's over between us.
we've talked but it just don't go on smoothly as days/months passed us by.
it's me who initiated the break up on 18 dec 06, as he told me that he wasn't happy with my atitude whenever he tells me he is going for prayers, etc. he just could not take it any longer. he feels that i gave an empty promise. i told him i need time to adapt. i tried patching back with him but he said to end the relationship is for both our own good. he said he did this cos he loves me. he wants me to go back to church, don't be a lost sheep and return to my own FAITH. he also said that loosing him is nothing, but i should not loose my faith. that's the comforting words he smsed me...but i still feel that he has hurt me deeply...
who knows what will happen in the future if we continue on our r/s? Only God knows.
tears have shed for days till now, i still can't forget all the good times spent with him. it's really a trying time for me and him. it's my first r/s and i thot all will be well and everything will go on smoothly, but i'm wrong. we're wrong to have proceeded into this r/s in the first place...
now i'm back to singlehood, the feeling is terrible.
he would sms me every morning to wake me up for work
no one will do that anymore...
i would wait for him after my work to have dinner with him
no one will have dinner with me anymore and i have to come home for dinner everyday...
he would send bouquet of flowers to my office on my birthday & anniversary
no one will send that to me anymore...
he would spend his off day with me
now he will be happy doing his own things without me...
he would bring me and my parents out for dinner at times
he would buy fruits for me and my parents at times
he would go movies with me at times,
now i have to watch with my friends instead...
he would come to my house often and we would watch dvds he bought together...
he would carry my nephew and play with him whenever he drops by during the weekend...
he is my nephew's "奶爸"...now me and my nephew misses this "奶爸"...
that was the happy moments he had given me for the past 14 months since 13 Oct 05...
It was sweet and memorable, but it definitely pains me to let this relationship come to an end...
Family & friends told me to be strong and live on...
I'll try my best.
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